8 Ocak 2018 Pazartesi

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biraz legal dinletiler duymak istediğimde
fazladan birkaç saatim oluyor
.
sol bileğimde
sağ boynumda
karşı kaldırımımda
ve
zemin kıskacımda
.
yelkovanın kurulduğu yerde oluyorum
.
sırf bu yüzden
yörüngeler eksik çalar saatimi
üstelik bütün melodi çalsa gerçek duyulacakken
.
ama asla sakinliği camından vuramam
genellikle karşıma çetrefilli yoz kurgular çıkar
.
normal yaşamaya çalışıp
illegalliklere sürüklenmek
beni gülümsetiyor
.
ama bu gece daha
usluyum
.
ceplerindeki tüm mermileri çalmışken
bu gece 
beynimde beslediğin tilkiyi
sana
öldürtmek istiyorum

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Woke up to that familiar feeling 
Staring at an unfamiliar ceiling 
Still got your jeans on but you're topless 
Headache and the stomach feels nauseous 
Grab your shirt off the bedroom floor 
And trying to recollect the night before 
How'd you get from the bar to this mattress? 
And when you got here then what happened? 
And where's the who that lives here? 
In this house you wanna figure out how'd you get here 
But the thought got cut by nature 
Find the bathroom the gut got anger 
Here it comes can't avoid it 
Ain't the first time throwin' up in a strange toilet 
Anyone else would leave but you? 
You crawl back to the bed and fell back asleep 
.
All we need is because 
So come and party with us 
Take care of you when you're passed out 
Right there with you in your glasshouse 
.
Woke up all alone with no friends 
But you had to throw up again 
Choke up the tears and the spit 
Grab some tissue to wipe off your lips 
And everything still spins 
And then the chills begin 
And the god please kill me right now hits 
And you still don't know whos house this is 
In between leftover dry heaves 
You try to check out your timepiece 
And you should call your job 
But first gotta turn this hangover off 
You dream that it's just a dream 
Until the phone in your pocket starts to scream 
Shut it down don't wanna hear a sound 
Heavy is the head that wears that crown now 
.
All we need is because 
So come and party with us 
Take care of you when you're passed out 
Right there with you in your glasshouse 
.
Hangover ain't a strong enough word 
It don't describe what just occured 
Lookin' at a phone full of missed calls 
Probably all the people that you pissed off 
Everything seems so sour 
So you force yourself into the shower 
Standin' up brings out the stars 
And the whole bathroom smells just like a dive bar 
Can't do it better sit 
And let the tub be the catcher's mitt 
Lay down face down 
Thank god whoever lives here ain't around 
Now what you need is silence 
And you don't want no one to see you like this 
Maybe you don't recognize it 
But this is your home this is where your life lives 
.
All we need is because 
So come and party with us 
Take care of you when you're passed out 
Right here with you in your glasshouse 


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